Of all the words or phrases, this is what I hate the most. What if.
Today, I let an opportunity pass. Just because I thought that I was following the gameplan. I let it pass without knowing the full details of what it was, thus, here I am, wondering about the what ifs of the blunder I just caused.
Of course, I am still trying to justify my actions. I keep on coming up with them, only to come up with something to counter and blame it on myself. I try not to think of harsh things, but since it was I who did not even give the opportunity a chance, there really is no one else to blame.
Anyway, I’ll try better next time. Hopefully there will be another chance.