What would you correct from your past to save the future?
A very interesting question indeed. Personally, I have done a lot of mistakes in the past, even as I am typing now, but I never really thought of the implications of those for the future. Would it be impacting? Was it bad enough to damage someone? Was it something that I have regrets about? I don’t know. But this would be the right time to talk about it now.
I had to let go of my cats after I gave birth. This may be one of the things I would like to correct. They were babied since I got them as kittens. They were so domesticated that I feel they would not do well outside. During that time, I was under pressure to make a choice. And the choice was my husband and son, against keeping them. I shouldn’t have made that decision. I should have made an alteration instead. I should have just kept them outside, where I can still feed them. Now I know it’s too late. The possibility that they may have starved, worst, died still lingers on my mind now and then. This is one choice that I know will forever burden me, and I am not proud of it. Not one bit.