well, m tired of crying my heart out. finally, everything has come to a stop. we are officially done. no more thinking of possibilities of being together again. no more wondering if there is still hope, a chance of getting back.
after almost 5 years of being in a relationship, it is kind of hard. habits are formed and a lot of memories have been invested. it is difficult, i know, it could have been sooner. even i am kind of confused as to what happened and what went wrong. i tried to be clingy, and passive, agressive, angry. there’s a lot going on right now.
i want to get out. i need to get out. everything is closing in, yet, i don’t have the power to stop the hurt. hurts like hell but hey, nothing was meant to be easy.